So, really now. Again I have been lied to. Really, it isn't too much of a surprise. My subconcious has been telling me for days that this was not going to work out. I, again, in a time frame of 1 week, have fallen "in love" with another loser. They just keep getting worse as I go along, shouldn't I be getting wiser?
Well, at leaset I am getting quicker. It took me about 3-5 days to realize that this was not going to be a successful match. That is way better, considering my past brushes with "love".
I say "love", and mean just that, " ", the idea of love, but not the real thing. i always think it is the real thing, but alas. I am a compulsive descision maker. I take short periods of time and turn them into my be all end all. I compromise my plans for the plans that will further my co-dependent relationships. At least I am aware of this right?
I am so much more successfull, functional and healthy alone, so that is what I will be. I have been saying it for months, but now is the time. I have been tricked and fooled into being "in love" for the last time. I have a dynamic personality, I am very smart and I need to stop being vulnerable to this fucking shit! Done!
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